Wednesday, February 22, 2006
I hate cancer
I hate the way it robs one of their dignity.I hate the way you are forced to watch the physical body wither away,the way you die several deaths,the helplessness and anger you feel as you watch your once vibrant loved one reduced to a shadow.I hate watching the death mask and the smile that is now a grimace.I hate the pretence of conversations as if life is normal.I hate having to be the strong one when inside am breaking apart.I hate how am even unable to pray because something says its useless.Most of all I hate the long goodbye and that she is going to die.
PS,a lot is happening around me now so bear with me if blogging is a bit scarce.Hopefully,things will be back to normal in the upcoming week.Peace!
PS,a lot is happening around me now so bear with me if blogging is a bit scarce.Hopefully,things will be back to normal in the upcoming week.Peace!
# posted by Abeni @ 8:49 PM 
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Sorry to hear what's going on Abeni, really sorry to hear. My best friend's mom just got the same news. Really sorry to hear... Hang in there my girl.
"The sun'll come out, tomorrow. Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow, there'll be sun". (It's only a day away) :-)
Just hang in there girl. Be strong for both you and the patient, and concentrate on easing the ongoing physical pain.
Even though I don't want to announce my business for the world to see, just know that I KNOW what you are going through. You get what I mean? And I know it's hard. You have to hold onto faith and be positive, Abeni. Whatever happens in this life, bad or good you have to believe that things will get better. That was the ONLY thing that helped me when I went through this. Trust in what I say.
I am sorry to hear about your plight. No words could comfort you right now, I know. May God be with you and bless you. Only He can provide inspiration and comfort.
Cancer robs you of time; use it wisely - enjoy every minute; the good and the bad. My prayers are with you.
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